It will hurt for a while, and in time you will let go of him. honey think about it, if he really wanted to keep the relationship going he would have forgiven you and tried again.
think of yourself. you have your future left, maybe with out him, but it is your future to make what you want with it.
one day will come and you will look back on this and think, “i cant believe I was going to clock out for him, especially when he wouldn’t even give me the time of day”.
he is not worth your life, not at all. im mad he wont even talk to you, but im madder that you think your life is not worth living.
your an amazing, funny, beautiful, awesome person. you deserve so much more and need to go for it in life. not give up.
My neighbor giving me advice when I felt suicidal.